Thursday, March 11, 2010

if stress truly does impact weight loss...

this week is due to suck for me in that regard :'( ... as some of you may remember my nephew Casen passed away at the start of the week at just 6.5 months old.. now my Uncle Alan who has been battling cancer for the last two years (and had a bone marrow transplant not 6 months ago and was pronounced in remission with many years to come) got very sick, very fast... within the last 48 hours he's gone from emergency room having trouble to breathe to on full life support and they are still unsure why. My Aunt just made the decision to go ahead and take him off life support. The doctors feel he has zero chance of recovery and he is for all intents and purposes brain dead :'( ... The funeral will be tomorrow, in Georgia... there is no way I can get there :'( we simply don't have the funds.. I am a total basket case... I have zero desire to work out, I just want to curl in a ball and cry.
It's like every time I make big strides towards health something horrible happens... the van breaking down so we can't get to the gym.. my hubby getting laid off work ... the list goes on and on.. I know tragedy is part of life .. it's just one of those weeks it's like every lightning bolt on the planet is aimed at me :(

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